For you.

Everytime i wanted to say so much things to you and i type one whole chunk of stuff here, i end up backspacing everything because i think it is gonna hurt you and it is too mean.

Seriously thought i was ok alr, these few weeks i don't even think about you. But what happened to my friend totally reminded me of you.
I know you will read this so this is FOR YOU.
Hate it, it actually hurt me very much when you always accuse me? TALK TO A LOT OF GUYS? please can, they are like nothing to me. And use this to press me like since how long alr? Sec 2 you send a fuck you and whatever vulgarities to a guy with my phone. Not like i cheating with him or smth right?
Please don't act so pure until like you never talk to girl can.

Always say other guys how dirty how disgusting. WHY YOU DIDN'T SAY YOURSELF? how pure are you? ASK YOUR HEART. i bet you can't deny that. YES I KNOW GUYS ARE LIKE THAT but sometimes please at least respect me?? I don't tell anybody because i don't want others to lose that "so guai so nice" guy impression on you.
BUT YOU? please don't tell other guys (like jie ern, dunkai, etc are making up stories)
Honestly, i don't say bad things about you behind your back, i rather keep them to myself. DON'T TEST MY PATIENCE.
YOU DO THE SAME? you complain to your mother & friends this and that. No wonder she is trying to ask you to leave me.

You are always the one who ignored me and you come back in like one week or a month time? Not once, like how many times alr? Like the olvl period, it's actually the period when i needed your support the most, AND WHERE ARE YOU? And suddenly after a month you became so friendly so nice again huh?
When i wanted to end the r/s alr, you would then panic then spam calls to my phone. I block, you spam my house phone -.-
You would cry, explain this and that.

and something YOU DON'T KNOW, i dumped a guy previously FOR YOU because i actually has no feelings for him AT ALL. but i felt that it is not necessary for you so i kept it from you.
Perhaps this is karma for doing that, now you are treating me that way.

SORRY FOR NOT BEING PERFECT FOR YOU IN ANY WAY. i wish i was your ideal girl as well, i tried so hard to understand you to match up with you AND THIS IS WHAT I GET?!
Everytime you give me this bored expression, this "i don't care" attitude, you should know how much i hurt.
Sometimes i just want to have a nice talk to you.

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DO YOU KNOW?
:'(

P.S i will not use vulgarities to you unlike YOU. -.-